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Thursday, April 24, 2008

4/24/2008 07:02:00 PM

It's time to make NRIC!
Time flies like nobody's business.
Miss 2/1 '07,1/1'06,
6 Excellence '05,5 Excellence '04,
4 Goodness(for goodness sake) '03,3 Courage '02,
2C '01,1C '00.
And it's very saddening because this is the maximum we can do!
It's really right for the ancient person who sae 'WE'LL ONLY CHERISH,WHN WE LOSE IT.'
Suddenly feel emo which i normally won't.
Oh i miss my seniors too,esp gen frm 4/2 '07 and the ever so annoying smallsquare and PEGGY frm 4/3 '07!
And,hem..the person who give me motivation to climb 4 floors almost everyday,finish my homework at home(which i normally dun),so i have time to go up,walk six rounds of 4th floor just to pass by 'x' class again and again,wait on the second floor space beside staff room just to see 'x' come out of her parents' car and walk up to 4th floor,ask my senior to solve math problems for me,although i noe they dunno how to do.
Simple things,'x''s smile,'x''s news,meet 'x' coincidentally or accidentally,most importantly,'x'!
It's such a happy thing to do everyday and you won't feel exhausted,neither will you be panting & perspiring when you reach 4th floor.
You will reach with excitement and happiness.
But now,when it's super normal to go to 4th floor,enter the classroom,sit there for the whole day,there's only 'gosh,need to climb 4 floors agn','waliao,'so tired',why our class at 4th floor','wish i'm still in sec 2'..
it's such a different feeling.
Because 'x' is gone forever from amkss,there's nothing to look foward to in school anymore.
And there's piles and piles of work and many many tests.
When you are reminded that,'Hey you are in upper sec now. Be mature.It's time to work and strive for good grades.O levels in two years time!''
It's such an empty feeling.
We are control by the timetable.
Control by the society.
No cherie,no kahjie,no crap,no team spirit,no childish-ness,no life,no 'x',no 'x''s frens,no more stalking,no more 2/1 '07,no more nth.
Guys,we've finally grow up.
Happy?
Great?
Cool?
Why?
Have you change?
Are you getting more and more disgusted by behaviour of people?
Yourselves?
Still thinking of pokemon or digimon?
Or it has changed to PSP or Xbox?
Sms-es and fone calls?
How many people will stay naive forever?
How many could?
Have you ever realise that when a person cries,they actually dunwan anyone to ask them why they are cryin?
What happen?
Are you alrite?
Dun cry?
They only want to cry at that point,let all their troubles flow n evaporate away when the tears rush out and forget about it after that.
Hopes no one saes anything.
Ask nth.
Dun sae anything anymore.
Let the matter rests?
But why do people keep asking?
Din they cry before?
Dun they noe that too?
You mean they can change they emotion so fast and explain to you wad happen?
But why do they still ask?
Out of sth call 'concern' that might screw it up even more?
Or curiousity?
And why do some people sae it all out when people ask them why they are crying?
It's fake.
They want pity from others.
Moreover,it always work somehow.
Gain pity,get excuse from scoldings and the one who cries always win.
It's so realistic.
So true.
So hurtful.
But this is how human mind works.
How ugly you will become as you grow up.
This is how life work.
So go for confession whnever you have a chance.
Everyone do that.
As another ancient person sae,'Nobody is perfect.'
Think of whether you are wrong or commit the mistake too before blaming others.
When you are frustrated when someone is blocking you,think of the person behind you.
You are blocking him/her.
When you are cursing people illegally crossing the road whn you are on a bus and almost late for school but the bus needs to wait for those people.
Den think..are you one of them?
And people are cursing you?
If you did sth,be prepared to get back 100 times more.
Dun be angry because you deserve it.
Maybe compassion does work.
A little respect.
Spice with a loving heart.
Ren2 Xing4 Ben3 Shan4.
There will be a peaceful world someday,somewhere.
Everyone,give more trust.
Give hope to others.
Stay optimistic.
I feel great now.
Take a deep breath.
Close ur eyes.
Think of ur 'x'.
Rmb to save the earth!
It's all spit out.
Into the toilet bowl.
Cheirsh time,cherish frens,cherish all you think is not important now.
I MISS YOU!
Everyone who mark every meaningful or meaningless event of my life.
seriously.